I remember the day when I made an account on that social networking site..just for time pass nothing else. I had the dp of a kid as I was so
afraid to reveal my face ..damn introvert, reserved and lonely that was me....
I decided to chat with some guys that way I could have got rid of my loneliness and my privacy too would have sustained...So I started anyhow but every conversation ended with..."Can I get a pic of urs" and I was like nope...I was looking for "hope without trusting anyone" my condition was horrible....
Then I found him ..at first I just started to send him good morning, night texts just because he was a guy ..even his picture on dp was not very clear...
I don't know what was special in him but I knew that he was unlike other guys....he talked to me for hours but never asked for my picture once. I
told him my problem that I m never gonna make my pic public....
He understood that I m sensitive just by my words...He said that I need to accept my life the way it is...everything was going good except my behaviour..I was totaly insecure about my identity and to prove myself right I kept questioning his intentions... Once I texted him that I m not 'that' type of girl...I remember he said maybe he will never talk to me again ....I was scared ....I begged him to forgive me...he said its ok...."Don't ever drag
it anywhere else, I talk to you not because you are a girl, but because I see a good human being in you".....
He trusted me completely, told me everything about him....and I was not able to share my one picture, that was killing me....He made me laugh, trust and live again and I keep hurting him by my madness, insecurity and alligations....He said you disappoint me after every hectic conversation.... It was allmost one year..we were together one day I shared my pic with him...he said "You look pretty"... that was the best feeling... One day he sent me his no. and said if I wanna talk in any case I may...we were getting close ...
He told he was in a relationship for 3 years and he is still in touch with his ex...It appeared they were very close...It killed me...I had lots of
limitations... I decided to leave him and never come back....but its tough to forget the words...Its really tough...specially if u have never met... I came back contacted him....he is fine...never texts back ...but talks properly when I text him...I love him everythinh of him...his eyes...his dimples and his side smile, god knows I watch his face everyday and that's all I can do.... Today-1
